Ninja-Neko-x3

So I was going on YouTube to check me in my friend Amber Sunderman's account and turns out MOST OF THEM are deleted. I don't know what the hell happened! Half of them went missing! I'm SO mad! I don't think Amber did it. AND the only person that would have was someone that would have hacked our account OR Abby O'Conner (one of the girls that used to make videos with us) got into it. I'm SO mad. Oh my Glob! SOO friggin' mad!! DX I will find out who the hell did this. That's not cool. Js.
Later.
-_-

I am devistaed.
I had to leave me cousin.
Yes, sadly he was my cousin.
And he said that sadly I was his cousin.
I know I have already said stuff about this.
But I cannot help it at all because yes, oh yes!
I am friggin' devistated as crap to leave em'.
Do you know the next time I'll see him?
The next time will be next year.
Oh God, I miss him.
He's like the
Best.
Cuz.
Eva!
Hopefully I will get an Ipod or something to text with for Christmas(:
Then we shall text and Skype!
Yuss OVO
Hehe :3
I shall miss yohh Will! :/

I want a boyfriend just like me. Who randomly spazzes out from time to time, uses their imagination to have an adventure, who would cosplay with me (maybe with Adventure Time!), who UNDERSTANDS! Every girl wants a guy to accept them and listen to them and let them talk. I would like that and all, but it would be soooo awesome if I could find one who is totally a dorky girl like me! You know?! Guess that won't happen. Ohhhh....but you never know. I'll keep looking.
I wanna be free around him...
I wanna be myself....
I wanna be whoever I'd like to be...
You know who that would be?
Haha...
Me(:

You know what? I just wanna be like a kid again! I wanna be ME. Not just when no one is watching. But everywhere! Maybe thats another reason why I'm so depressed, because society makes me think I have to be like them: Grown up. So who is with me? Do you wanna grow up? Or wanna stay a kid inside for a while? I wanna be me. Not society. Not the public. I wanna be

ME.

No one else.

So yes. Black Friday shopping? I don't really know if I am going shopping or not but if I am then I am gonna go to Claires(: haha anywho! So I saw my awesome cousin again. Yes. Sadly, he is my cousin xD lol. Ever have that problem o.o ?? I had to say by to him early though D: I will prolly only get to see him NEXT YEAR. This SUCKSSSSS T_T like for realz 0.0 ugh. Depression? God, it gets worse by the second eh?.....
Anywho,
This is me signing off saying, happy black Friday.....I guess xD